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Hepatitis C is the name of the viral liver disease I've been 'hosting' the last 11 years.
Treatments were fairly experimental in those years, and the medication had a lot of very bad side effects which could hold on years after completion the medicine treatment.
To make a long story short ; I've been on the medication treatment (with weekly injections with Peg inteferon and daily intake of Ribavirin pills. Both I administer myself) for 4 and a half month now ..... and it's nearly killing me.
The very bad side effects I mentioned are still here, and I seem to be vulnarable for both the fysical and the psychological side effects.
I could mention 10 right away, bu I dont want to bother you with all the sadness & frustration I'm going through deze months.
Google on the medicine names if you want to know more.
The treatment takes 1 year btw ....
Now THAT'S scary !
OK ... this is it ....I'm just TOO tired to be on the internet often ... I don't make nice pictures now either, but I felt really guilty about waiting this long before I informed you guys about my absence.
I know some of you care.
Treatments were fairly experimental in those years, and the medication had a lot of very bad side effects which could hold on years after completion the medicine treatment.
To make a long story short ; I've been on the medication treatment (with weekly injections with Peg inteferon and daily intake of Ribavirin pills. Both I administer myself) for 4 and a half month now ..... and it's nearly killing me.
The very bad side effects I mentioned are still here, and I seem to be vulnarable for both the fysical and the psychological side effects.
I could mention 10 right away, bu I dont want to bother you with all the sadness & frustration I'm going through deze months.
Google on the medicine names if you want to know more.
The treatment takes 1 year btw ....
Now THAT'S scary !
OK ... this is it ....I'm just TOO tired to be on the internet often ... I don't make nice pictures now either, but I felt really guilty about waiting this long before I informed you guys about my absence.
I know some of you care.
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Silence
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Please go here ......
I'm in awe ...
I cry ....
I laugh ....
http://www.ashesandsnow.org
I'm silence ...
Namaste
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Recovering
Hey friends,
My awfull chemo-like therapy is over after a half year of taking pills & shots ... Finally !
Furthermore I appear to be healed of the virus, I'll know for certain in august, when I'll get the last viral count blood test.
Right now though, after 3 weeks without medicines, my hair is still falling out & I still feel infinitely tired.
That's an understatement; I feel exhausted.
However ... that should be fixed in a couple of months (if I'll do my best that is) and then I can go out & live again !
Youpee ! :boogie:
-xXx- Ellen.
Zen koan
:meditation: A Zen koan for you:
Joshu's Dog
A monk asked Joshu, a Chinese Zen master: `Has a dog Buddha-nature or not?'
Joshu answered: `Mu.' [Mu is the negative symbol in Chinese, meaning `No-thing' or `Nay'.]
Mumon's comment:s To realize Zen one has to pass through the barrier of the patriachs.
Enlightenment always comes after the road of thinking is blocked.
If you do not pass the barrier of the patriachs or if your thinking road is not blocked,
whatever you think, whatever you do, is like a tangling ghost.
You may ask: What is a barrier of a patriach? This one word, Mu, is it.
This is the barrier of Zen. If you pass through
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I'm so sorry to hear about this. My heart is with you.